With less than 100km to get to the next stop-over in Gyantse, we had a little time to relax in the morning and didn’t have to rush off down the road. We’d hoped to catch the traditional market, whose empty stalls we’d passed on the way up to Tashilhunpo the previous afternoon – but we were disappointed to find it resolutely empty and looking likely to remain that way. Kat and Annie went off to look at the garish, gold offerings in the Chinese jewellery shops and I decided to go off in search of food, drink and underpants after I’d discovered that I’d contrived to leave most of my fresh kegs in Kathmandu. The situation was not yet critical but I’d be forced to use the laundry service at our hotel in Lhasa immediately on arrival if I wanted to survive without resorting to turning them inside out for an extra day’s wear. Even in a big town like Shigatse, it would seem that there is nobody selling underpants. I got around my lack of Mandarin by simply tugging out the waist-band of my boxers to demonstrate what I required. In virtually every shop I went to, I received stony stares and solemn head-shaking – although one youngish shop assistant did get a fit of the giggles and had to hide her face behind a demure hand. I’d not had much hope of finding anything in natural fibres or in my size anyway so I wasn’t overly disappointed. I just hoped that our hotel in Lhasa was of a decent enough standard to be able to do my laundry on the same day. It might have been useful to have Kat around (she’d studied Mandarin), particularly when I finally found and ATM that accepted Visa: the stupid thing greeted me in English with the name it had just read off my card…and then proceeded to fill the screen with a jumble of Chinese characters from which I was supposed to select one of three choices.
Up until this point, I hadn’t realised just how different my trip to Tibet was in comparison with my other travels. Totally over-awed by the natural beauty of her landscapes and the incredible Buddhist symbolism and architecture, I’d only just realised that, at all times, we’d been either on the road or walking around with Dorje. We weren’t travelling so much as being led around by the hand: everything was pre-arranged for our (most of the time!) comfort and we’d rarely been left to fend for ourselves for even a minute. In real terms, our tour had barely scratched the surface of Tibet. While my walk around the unattractive Chinese shopping district had been neither aesthetically pleasing, nor productive, I still felt like I’d done something good – getting away from the itinerary, if only for half an hour had made me realise just how artificial our trip through Tibet really was. None of this had occurred to me in Kathamandu as ‘going to Tibet’ had been something that Edd and I had both been considering and then had decided on quite early on in our stays. We’d both known we were going to be pushed for time as Tibet hadn’t been a definite part of our original plans: Edd was due to meet his best friend to go travelling in India and I had been heading for India and then a volunteer position in Malawi, before the whole issue of PGCE interviews made my schedule even tighter. When Kathleen (another Mondochallenge volunteer) had given a recommendation for the 8-day trip she’d bought through Mahendra, we’d jumped on this easy option as a means of having all the bureaucratic and logistical problems dealt with by someone else. As I walked back to the hotel, empty-handed, I realised that I’d need to come back to Tibet again (this time for the full month of the visa) if I truly wanted to understand the place and really see beneath the thin, Chinese-polished veneer. However, I had no regrets about coming on this 8-day sight-seeing tour because I’d already been introduced to the beauty of the Tibetan plateau and seen some small part of the country’s great Buddhist tradition. Indeed it was surely these tasters that would encourage me to return, someday, and truly explore this mysterious country.
With these thoughts in mind, I barely registered the trip to Gyantse. The road was now permanently tarmac and the still-beautiful scenery was being more and more frequently interrupted by settlements, characterised by the ugly, concrete blocks, so favoured by the Chinese. Often, these shiny, incongruous lumps would sit pristinely amidst dusty dumps, with the majority of local Tibetans still performing basic agriculture and with little or no sign of a cash economy. I saw field after field being ploughed by wizened, bent-backed farmers with a pair of yak or a single, bone-weary pony and I’d have loved to have been able to pull over and talk to these people about their lives and their thoughts on the Chinese regime. It seemed to me that any benefits of central government and communism were not being felt by these people, less than 200km from the city of Lhasa. I don’t suppose the Tibetan people worked any less hard when they were just a nation of crop farmers and nomadic herders – but at least it was a free Tibet in which they lived…and they were at least free to roam where they wished and practice their beliefs as they wished. I found myself suddenly saddened by the way Tibet appears to have been forgotten about by the rest of the world. I remember many Student Union’s at home having rooms or buildings incorporating ‘Free Tibet’ into their name…and, at the time, not having a clue what any of it was about. Now, seeing the stoically-endured poverty of this peace-loving nation, I wanted to know why Tibet had been left to rot under the Chinese. I think the simple reason is that people don’t feel the need to look at something they can’t really see. The Chinese will happily claim that they have done much for Tibet: installing infrastructure such as tarmac roads and hydro-electric power; building accommodation for the impoverished; and introducing modern farming techniques. However, what they don’t broadcast is the way that they suppress freedom of speech and freedom of expression in a deeply spiritual country. Yet, because everybody’s afraid of upsetting the big, bad China-wolf (or, locally, because they want the leftovers after he’s finished with the three little pigs) the world’s powerful nations choose to turn a blind eye to the latter and congratulate him on the former. Naturally, I’m sure if you had asked Tibetans in 1950 if they wanted any of these modern ‘improvements’ in exchange for their freedom, they would have given a resounding ‘No!’ – and yet, to the lasting shame of, in particular, my own country and India, Tibet was abandoned and left to fend for herself.
As if to jolt me from these maudlin thoughts, Gyantse suddenly reared up from the surrounding plains – the huge, dominating presence of the impressive Dzong (fort) reminding me of the strength and durability of the Tibetan people, sitting on its high, rocky seat and overseeing the town in much the same manner as it must have done for the last seven centuries. It reminded me that some things never change and I’m sure that the indomitable spirit of the Tibetan people will be there, waiting, when China’s communist star finally falls.
Our accommodation at the Canda hotel was easily the best yet - nothing imaginative or particularly outstanding but certainly the equal of your average 4-star business hotel in Europe. The beds were decidedly comfortable and the bathrooms were pristine, tastefully decorated and well stocked with toiletries. Even the staff smiled and had a generally friendly demeanour, although the manageress did have a particularly piercing voice and an unfortunate habit of using it at high volume during all hours of the day or night.
We found lunch in the Tashi Restaurant, which again lacked inspiration but was perfectly filling. Edd professed to feeling unwell and wasn’t really feeling like eating, nor did he seem interested in the walk up to Pelkor Chode Monastery, sitting in the old town under the protective shadow of the Dzong. Just before the rest of us headed out, he got a nasty attack of the squits and we both agreed it’d be a good idea if he stayed in and took it easy.
Annie, Kat, Tim and I joined the rest of Annie’s car and a couple of the bus passengers to walk up to the monastery. For some reason the altitude really seemed to be getting to me and the 2km walk, past the impressive berg of the Dzong, taxed me, despite our leisurely pace. A ridiculous Chinese monument (probably celebrating some fictitious aspect of the ‘great people’s’ revolution) looked distinctly out of place at the gateway up to the ancient fortress – but we’d already learnt how ‘sensitive’ the Chinese were to the local population. By contrast, the entrance to the monastery was in the heart of the town’s old, surviving Tibetan district and a lot more gentle on the eye.
The grounds and assembly hall of the monastery were not especially impressive on the exterior – particularly after the grandeur of Tashilhunpo. However, the monastery far more impressive features, including some superb artwork as well as the spectacular Gyantse Kumbum. The Kumbum is the largest chorten in Tibet and its beautiful construction of concentric tiers has particular tantric significance. Standing over 35m tall and crowned with a golden dome, it houses thousands of religious statues, murals and thangkas (‘kumbum’ literally means ‘100,000 images’) and it’s hard to believe that this feat of engineering was constructed as long ago as the early 15th century. I really was just too tired to climb the stairs inside, particularly when I realised I wouldn’t be able to take my camera up to the roof and, in the end, I decided to rest in the shade of a tree, waiting for the others to come back out.
Inside the dingy assembly hall of the monastery we were able to view some fabulously detailed thangkas – some of them obviously centuries old. Every inch of the walls seemed to be draped with their distinctive, bright colours or, failing that, decorated with ornate and intricate murals, depicting various forms of Buddha or revered disciples. It was a pity that the lighting (mainly from butter lamps) was so dim, although, in retrospect I suppose this would probably help to preserve the brightness of the colours. In some of the lesser chapels we found shelf upon shelf, stacked high with wooden-bound, handwritten Tibetan Buddhist teachings and there was a definite sense of the monastic scholarship that would have characterised the place when it was the central focus of the 15 separate monasteries that filled the enclosure. Now, of course, with only puppet monks, the place is merely a memory of its former greatness.
Back outside in the bright sunshine, I immediately found my eye drawn to the powerful presence of the Dzong and regretted feeling so weak that I wouldn’t be able to inspect it at closer quarters (this would have involved a long walk up the side of its 200m high pedestal of rock). Looking back into the monastery compound, encircled by a high red wall running from the gate and around the rocky escarpment to the rear, a large, incongruously slender edifice seemed to balance precariously on the steep slopes. The Thangka Wall is well over 50m high and is used to hang a massive Thangka painting during the annual local festival. If it were anywhere else in the world, its huge white face would have been used long ago to project pictures of scantily clad women, extolling the virtues of some men’s magazine. In Gyantse it merely stood, unadorned and empty like some kind of memorial to the monastery’s lost inhabitants.
Outside the monastery gates was a motley collection of trestle tables, populated by local vendors in traditional Tibetan dress. They were mostly selling similar garish, chunky jewellery to that I’d seen in Namche Bazaar and there was nothing to draw the eye beyond the colourful excitement of the people themselves. Back at the hotel, I found Edd in a bad way, curled up in bed, shivering and generally feeling quite sorry for himself. I went straight back out to try and find a pharmacy that sold pharmaceuticals (as opposed to Chinese herbal remedies) and, at the third attempt, I even found one who used decent enough sign language to make himself understood. I managed to get hold of some Cipro and some rehydration powders and jogged back to practice my bedside manner for Edd as I’d done for Don, just a month previously. Our tour was on a pretty tight schedule and, as there was no question of leaving Edd behind, we were all hoping he might be better by morning so that we could continue on to Lhasa as planned. Feeling that I’d done everything that I could, I went back to find an internet café I’d spotted on my travels and managed, frustratingly slowly, to plough through my inbox. I was slightly disturbed to read a message from Anna in Kathmandu, to say that she’d booked herself on the same rafting trip as me and hoped I didn’t mind. Truth be told, I did mind as I’d thought a couple of times that she was getting too close for comfort, considering that we lived on opposite sides of the Atlantic Ocean. She had mostly been a great deal of fun to hang out with but I’d started to get the impression that she wanted more from me than I felt able to give her and I’d come to the conclusion that the sooner I put an end to things, the better it would be for both of us. I can’t deny that my growing interest in Annie might have affected my frame of mind but the fact remains that Anna was starting to worry me…and that never makes the basis for any kind of relationship.
I spent the evening in the hotel restaurant with Annie (avoiding the bedroom with Edd’s unpleasant odours), looking at more pictures on the laptop and generally just getting to know her better. Our thoughts turned also to the following day and the culmination of our road-trip to Lhasa and she was obviously excited about the prospect of arriving there and finally getting to see the legendary Potala Palace – traditional seat of the Dalai Lama.